Y3ah ^^

HAHA... Early in the morning today ,I was awake by message tone... I open up and read the messaege : " Please Check your email.. You Are Hired " ^^
wow... haha.... Finally after more than a weeks wondering and searching job and sending my resume... Finally I get the job offer..


This job is located at Robinson,The Garden,Mid Valley... My working days is just Saturday and Sunday ... Pity is I need to Squeeze in the KTM COACH AKA THE SARDIN CAN... Argh... I dun wan be Sardin Fish ah @.@" Morning time and after working time also peak time.. sure many ppl taking KTM lo.. Cham lo T.T

Watever , hopefully all the things will be fine this weekend when i start to work...

Its 2011

Well, without knowing the time is passing by, 2010 is over, and 2011 is going to be with me for another 365 days .... Just curious to know how am I gonna spend my life in 2011... Would it be a amazing year for me ?

This year, i gotta decide my life again... Its a hard decision for me ... Haiz...
my heart start to feel so cold, I feel like I'm Haunted ^^( Song by Taylor Swift from her latest Album SPEAK NOW ) .... But No matter how, the time is coming... SO what I can do is to prepare myself to face it....

hmmm what I gonna post in this !st post on my blog in 2011??? har.... no idea....
I m just admire those who can update their blog everyday... Just dunno where they can have so much idea, event and words to post on their blog....

Enchanted

Here I was again tonight forcing laughter, faking smiles
Same old tired, lonely place
Walls of insincerity
Shifiting eyes and vancancy vanished when I saw your face
All I can say is it was enchanting to meet you

Your eyes whispered "have we met?"
Across the room your silhouette starts to make it's way to me
The playful conversation starts
Counter all your quick remarks like passing notes in secrecy
And it was enchanting to meet you
All I can say is I was enchanted to meet you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

The lingering question kept me up
2am, who do you love?
I wonder till I'm wide awake
Now I'm pacing back and forth, wishing you were at my door
I'd open up and you would say,
It was enchanted to meet you
All I know is I was enchanted to meet you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
Taylor Swift Enchanted lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com/taylor-swift-enchanted-lyrics.html

I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
This night is flawless, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, dancing around all alone
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

This is me praying that this was the very first page
Not where the story line ends
My thoughts will echo your name until I see you again
These are the words I held back as I was leaving too soon
I was enchanted to meet you
Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you
Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
This night is flawless, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, dancing around all alone
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you

Back to December

I'm so glad you made time to see me.
How's life, tell me how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while.

You've been good, busier than ever.
We small talk, work and the weather.
Your guard is up, and i know why.

Because the last time you saw me is still burned in the back of your mind.
You gave me roses, and i left them there to die.

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you
Saying i'm sorry for that night
And i go back to December all the time.

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you.
Wishing I'd realized what i had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it alright.
I go back to December all the time.

These days i haven''t been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving.
When your birthday passed and i didn't call.

And i think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger's side.
Realized i loved you, in the fall.

And then the cold came,
The dark days, when fear crept into my mind.
You gave me all your love, and all i gave you was goodbye.

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you
Saying i'm sorry for that night
And i go back to December all the time.

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you.
Wishing I'd realized what i had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it alright.
I go back to December all the time.

I miss your tanned skin
Your sweet smile
So good to me so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again i swear i'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it but i cant
So if the chain is on your door, i'd understand.

But this is my swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying i'm sorry for that night
And i go back to December.
It turns out freedom ain't nothing' but missing you.
Wishing I'd realized what i had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it alright.
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind.
I go back to December all the time.

Fifteen

You take a deep breath and you walk through the doors
It's the morning of your very first day
And you say hi to your friends you ain't seen in a while
Try and stay out of everybody's way

It's your freshman year and you're gonna be here
For the next four years in this town
Hoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and say
"You know, I haven't seen you around before"

'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen feeling like there's nothing to figure out
Well, count to ten, take it in
This is life before you know who you're gonna be
Fifteen

You sit in class next to a redhead named Abigail
And soon enough you're best friends
Laughing at the other girls who think they're so cool
We'll be outta here as soon as we can

And then you're on your very first date and he's got a car
And you're feeling like flying
And you're momma's waiting up and you're thinking he's the one
And you're dancing 'round your room when the night ends
When the night ends

'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
When you're fifteen and your first kiss
Makes your head spin 'round
But in your life you'll do things greater than
Dating the boy on the football team
But I didn't know it at fifteen

When all you wanted was to be wanted
Wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now

Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday
But I realized some bigger dreams of mine
And Abigail gave everything she had to a boy
Who changed his mind and we both cried

'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen, don't forget to look before you fall
I've found time can heal most anything
And you just might find who you're supposed to be
I didn't know who I was supposed to be at fifteen

Your very first day
Take a deep breath girl
Take a deep breath as you walk through the doors

Starting of a new lifestyle

It been a long time that I didnt blogging here

Seems like feeling distress recently 

And also kinda feeling of down

Have no reason for it

And no explaination for it

Just feeling down down down

Watever i do 

Wherever or whenever

Just Feeling like I dun exists in this world

It's been 5 day i start working at Kenny Rogers Roasters

located at The Mines Seri Kembangan

working at here 

quite relax 

compare to other hell kitchen i went before

At kenny really more easy and not so tired

however 

Malaysia Transport system really S***

they dun follow the expected arrival time i dun mind

but they simply change their route

making me cant wait bus at the mines at nite

and i have to go to Ktm Serdang to wait for my bus 

wat the hell Rapid !!

  

About the workmate here

almost everyone is part time also

many are younger than me

just few are older than me

and they all are nice

Haiz... now 

my new lifestyle 

other than waiting some result that are really hopeless

is just work and sleep 

work and sleep 

work and sleep

......

bye.... time to sleep....

Today Was A Fairy Tales

Today was a fairytale
You were the prince
I used to be a damsel in distress
You took me by the hand and you picked me up at six
Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale
I wore a dress
You wore a dark grey t-shirt
You told me I was pretty when I looked like a mess
Today was a fairytale
Time slows down whenever you're around

But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale
You've got a smile that takes me to another planet
Every move you make everything you say is right
Today was a fairytale
Today was a fairytale
All that I can say is it's getting so much clearer
Nothing made sense until the time I saw your face
Today was a fairytale

Time slows down whenever you're around
Yeah yeah

But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale


Time slows down whenever you're around
I can feel my heart
It's beating in my chest
Did you feel it?
I can't put this down

But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale