Tuesday, March 15, 2011

你愿意做她身边很好的男性朋友,但不是男朋友吗?

半夜3点酱,突然醒过来,没办法睡了, 只好又在按fb...
按丫按丫, 有个朋友找我聊天。。。
他说他喜欢一个女生, 但是后来知道了她原来有了男朋友, 就心淡了, 也打算少和他来往了。。

后来我和他说, 你这样做, 就是代表着你在乎她,所以你才或有这种做法。。。

也许,把界线划清,知道自己站在的地方, 别再去想那么多了。。

也许, 你也能在另外一边,默默的祝福她,也在她需要呢的时候,给他安慰/帮忙。。。

也许, 以后再也不想再记起这个人,让自己洗脑。。。

有很多种做法吧。。。 HAIZ... 我也不懂要怎么说他/劝他, 因为我自己也没爱的经验,我不想烂lek的乱乱讲。。。我也不想给他坏的意见。。。但我只有一句吧, 做不成男女朋友, 还是好朋友吧。。。。
这样, 或者到了某一天, 他会变成她身边的一个不是男友,但是是一个很要好的知心朋友呢。。。

Monday, March 14, 2011

一个早晨,一个新开始

今天起来,感觉和以往也是一样,还是糊糊涂涂的, 睡不醒一样 = =

洗了脸, 感觉清新了,振作起来, 又是新的开始。。。

加油吧!!

Sunday, March 13, 2011

I need to find My Life

Today after i work, not as usual, I went to MPH bookstore...
Well don't be suprise, I'm just going to look through some recipe book,
so I'll have more idea for my cooking next time...

After i read through few books, I found out a book , By Jamie Oliver ... Its his life and his cooking recipe on sweden, france, greece , spain, morroco & etc..
This Book really attracted me.. I read it slowly and slowly...

Damm, i start to envy about his life, so interesting, full or meaning... unlike me, im just nothing in this world, with or without my existance, the world wont know it...
And if the world without Jamie, i guess there will be less a lot of delicious recipe...


Well, i know there is no use to envy about Jamie.. I have to start thinking how to make my life more meaning full, with a lot of interesting event... I should let my life pass just like this... I wanna travel lot countries... I want to discover many thing
....
I should've start it now , Cause LIFE NEVER TAKE TWO !!!
AND , GOOD NITE ^^

Friday, March 11, 2011

< 选择 >

有人说,命运其实就像一条路,直路弯路,有时直情一条死路( from song Point Blane)。。。


人生路上, 果然有很多交叉路口。。。

以往, 我可以随便选择,因为跑到最后还是会有路。。


但是,现在这一次,我不能选择这样了。。 这次我的选择,会决定我的一生。。。


天啊。。。。 可以给我灵感,做一个对的选择吗??

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

I still remember that ......

This is dedicated to someone who is important to me in my life, even though this post , he is not possible to see it, but i hope i can finish it and post it......

I always remember that,a person name Goh Chan Weng , was brought to this planet called EARTH by you , at 31/10/1990...

I blurly remember that , the first time you hold me in you hand, was so warm, and i was crying that time...

I blurly remember that, you take care of me when i was sick, when i fever you bring me to see doctor in the middle of the night...

I still remember that, you always beside the bed of me at night , telling fairy tales and story for me before i sleep every night...

I still remember that, the sound of the footsteps of you when you get back from work, riding the motorcycle , and i always be the first one to open the gate for you...

I still remember that, the sound that always comes out from the bathroom, made by you, singing some songs ......

I still remember that, you always tuck me in, and turn off the night light after i asleep...

I still remember that, every morning, you fetch me to school, i was sitting in front of the motorcycle, and we have breakfast together ...

I still remember that, before i walk into the school everyday, you always remind me to study well...

I still remember that, you ask me to pull your beard , and i always ignore .. i only pull it after you call me for a few times...'

I still remember that, when my exam not well, you always there to comfort me... and giving me advise...

I still remember that, when i follow you to work, i always made trouble and mess, you always there to settle it...

I still remember that....I still remember that....I still remember that...


There is lot to remember , till i cant remember all of it, but there is one thing i know, that you always in my heart, and you always been at somewhere, watching me now, eventhough you're not here right beside me...

Somehow, i just wish i could never grow up, so that i always small, and you always there to lead me to the right road.. but these things couldn't happen in reality... we needed to grow up someday, someday, we have to walk alone, find the path we are heading ...
There is no used to be sad and crying about that, but i should be living happily, cause i know you wont want to see me sad, i know that u've reach a better place...
nothing i can do now, but i promise to myself and you, i will live a better life... cause i know tat you are always there beside me, past, now and forever..

Memory In Petalling Street @ 茨厂街的回忆

I still remember , when I was studying primary school, the very first time I visit Kuala Lumpur with my father , was that me and my father attend my sister schoolarship ceremony at Pudu...

Me and my father take Sri Maju bus all the way down to Pudu Raya Bus Stop, it was so crowded and I was so scare ... I just hold my dad hand so tight, because I scare I will be kidnapped... All the way down before me and my father meet my sister, those ppl are yelling to sell bus ticket, yelling to ask you where you going and some even worst they block you to talk to you... And those ppl who are waiting bus, they just keep on looking their watch or the big clock at the wall, and some ppl are having conversation with the management of bus company( i bet its about the delay of bus ^^ ) ....



After me and my father meet my sister, we go to the ceremony... And after the ceremony , my sister bring me and my dad walking around Kuala Lumpur... I remember it is Petalling Street and KLCC...

At Petalling Street, because of the damm hot weather, 3 of us go to a shop name 恭和堂(kong woh tong , a famous leong shui shop ) to drink 龟苓膏 and 王老吉, to relief the hot ...

After that we walking around and see a lot of thing...

Then , we went to Pasar seni lrt station to take train to KLCC... But we want to save money at tat time , so only my father and sister buy ticket, i dun have a ticket...So, when pass the counter, my dad just hug me around to his tight arm, and bring me across the ticket counter...


Now, i guess its more than 10++ years now... And my father is at somewhere where he live happily there, no worries,no tears, no sorrow.... But today, 02/03/2011, I'm alone in the lrt station and walking down the way petalling street alone..
Its not clearly why i feel the feeling is kinda weird, maybe my dad is watching me from the above, maybe i hope tat my dad was here , walking the street together with e....

At the lrt station, now i use touch n go.. but i didnt go across the counter fast, i was stunned for a while at the counter, i remenber the memories tat my dad hold me to his arm...

YOU HANDS ARE TOUGH BUT THEY ARE WHERE MY BELONGINGS... I know tat it is impossible tat my dad will be with me tat day, if even he really there, he wouldn't be able to hold me...


When i get back hometown, i find those photo for tat day , the day where i go kuala lumpur for the first time ..

Sunday, January 16, 2011

My work At Robinson (16/01/2011) ^0^ 18 SX / 18PL

Today was an amazing day at my working place....

First of all, i saw a kind of " Princess ' that come to shopping with guard beside 7 behind her and her maid ... this is totally unbelieable.. I used to think that this could only happen in those drama i watch in TV, but today i saw it... She definately have the attention of all those ppl inside the department>> she is damm freaking white, with cute face, tall, wearing a sexy short mini skirt... After wards, her parents come to pay for the thing that she buy.... walao... If she marry me , Then I ^^^^^ hehe ^^^^ (Dreaming !!)

Then i got a customer, a foreign customer.... She is kinda funny gurl... She come to my counter, saw my display sample ( a dish of fragrance stones ) that have many stones been stollen by some CIBBAI customers before... and she yell to me OH MY GOOD !!! Why are those ppl want to steal it ??? damm... she yell to loud and she is shock abt customer stealing those stones ...
Then , she go to behind the counter and try to look for some candle fragrance, she was attracted by a thing below of the rack .... Then she couch down and take that thing , and she yell Oh MY GOD!!! right tat momment , i dunno wat was happening , then she cover her chest and fixing her bra... then only i know that her tits come out when she couch down ( she is wearing a kinda bra and jacket only ) ** P/S: to all the girl who read this , dun think i am ham sap ok ^^ i accindentally saw that, not purposely ) ...
then she try a few perfume , and she found one sh really love it... guess what ??? she yell again ....zzz.... OH MY GOD !!! I love this ... give me one this...zzzzzzzz.......... Damm... she just keep saying Oh My God = =

Nevertheless, i meet a swifties customer... *( It's Taylor Swift related )she try the perfume, and she got a call, with ringtone ( Fifteen) .. after she answer the call , i ask she: U love taylor ??
she answer : yes!! do you?
well... proudly i say: yes ^^ and i love that song ( fifteen) ...
then she ask me; did u noe that her latest album ??
me say ; of cause ... it been release about 3 month ago already, i already have 1 copy of it....
she say: oh ... nice ... ^^ good taylor fans ^^
haha....



Another swift related about my work is... I have been working for 4 days... and 2 days are days i work with the radio playing taylor swift song, these both days i got high sales...
then another 2 days without taylor swift songs, i got bad sales = = ...
Hey taylor ^^ bless me ^^