清明节

清明時節雨紛紛
路上行人欲斷魂
借問酒家何處有
牧童遙指杏花村
每一年，我们华人都会在清明节这一天，去拜拜我们的祖先，我昨天也去了， 到三宝洞那里，拜拜我的爸爸。。。

在去拜拜之前，我们都会准备一些冥纸，纸扎，素菜等等。。。
到了那里， 把蜡烛，香，燃烧好了， 拜拜灵位， 就把纸扎等都火化掉， 希望先人在另一个世界里，能收到我们所、烧的东西。。。

试想想， 先人们真的能收到我们烧的东西吗？？ 先人真的在另外一个世界里，用我们烧给他们的钱吗？？（ 那些钱都几百/几千 亿万） 加上，真的有另外一个世界的存在吗？？ 人死了， 究竟会去哪里？？ 这个我们还不知道， 但我们知道的是，人死了， 尸体会Decompose（腐化），变成土壤的肥（科学一点的fact ）.../

所以啊，我觉得我们为什么要少那么多东西呢， 拜祖先， 人到，诚意到，三只清香都足够了。。。 认同吗？？ 加上我们焚化东西， 会造成空气污染， 还有那些纸扎都需要树木来做的， 砍了树木又会造成突然流失，土崩等。。。多么不好啊。。。


佛家说， 拾得拾得， 不“拾”， 又哪来“得”。。。 我们不拾我们的先人， 他们又怎能得到极乐呢？？ 对吗？？？


hmmm, 虽然酱说，我还是有点想我的爸爸， 我还希望他真的能在我身边。。。。 但是这是不可能的。。。 我也应该学会 “拾得' ,酱我爸爸才能到极乐世界那里安心啊。。。。。

Another fairy tale day ....

Freaking today... I plan to have my breakfast using mcd coupon, purchase rm 5 and get 2 big breakfast for free... walao... cant finish and save for my lunch...then for dinner, i eat domino pizza... zzz... wat a healthy lifestyle since i work at mid valley = =


And then , got another customer , female, ( australian ) , she just wear tooo @.@ ( u get wat i mean ) and when i trying to promote my item to she, she just easily impressed by it , and she just use her hand pressing in front of her chest , saying " oh this is interesting" , " oh, so amazing " ...zzz... Damn, i am trying hard not to stare at it , but u just make me look at it, unintentionally...


And my view about the disaster happen in japan , i write a "poem" for it

The sky is crying again...
God is feeling pity for japan...
The feeling is running trough my vein...
My heart is beating fast and i feel the pain...



Good nite ... Have a swift dream ^^

Oh ya, and Taylor swift gonna starring in the Movie - The Lorax^^

你愿意做她身边很好的男性朋友，但不是男朋友吗？

半夜3点酱，突然醒过来，没办法睡了， 只好又在按fb...
按丫按丫， 有个朋友找我聊天。。。
他说他喜欢一个女生， 但是后来知道了她原来有了男朋友， 就心淡了， 也打算少和他来往了。。

后来我和他说， 你这样做， 就是代表着你在乎她，所以你才或有这种做法。。。

也许，把界线划清，知道自己站在的地方， 别再去想那么多了。。

也许， 你也能在另外一边，默默的祝福她，也在她需要呢的时候，给他安慰/帮忙。。。

也许， 以后再也不想再记起这个人，让自己洗脑。。。

有很多种做法吧。。。 HAIZ... 我也不懂要怎么说他/劝他， 因为我自己也没爱的经验，我不想烂lek的乱乱讲。。。我也不想给他坏的意见。。。但我只有一句吧， 做不成男女朋友， 还是好朋友吧。。。。
这样， 或者到了某一天， 他会变成她身边的一个不是男友，但是是一个很要好的知心朋友呢。。。

一个早晨，一个新开始

今天起来，感觉和以往也是一样，还是糊糊涂涂的， 睡不醒一样 = =

洗了脸， 感觉清新了，振作起来， 又是新的开始。。。

加油吧！！

I need to find My Life

Today after i work, not as usual, I went to MPH bookstore...
Well don't be suprise, I'm just going to look through some recipe book,
so I'll have more idea for my cooking next time...

After i read through few books, I found out a book , By Jamie Oliver ... Its his life and his cooking recipe on sweden, france, greece , spain, morroco & etc..
This Book really attracted me.. I read it slowly and slowly...

Damm, i start to envy about his life, so interesting, full or meaning... unlike me, im just nothing in this world, with or without my existance, the world wont know it...
And if the world without Jamie, i guess there will be less a lot of delicious recipe...


Well, i know there is no use to envy about Jamie.. I have to start thinking how to make my life more meaning full, with a lot of interesting event... I should let my life pass just like this... I wanna travel lot countries... I want to discover many thing
....
I should've start it now , Cause LIFE NEVER TAKE TWO !!!
AND , GOOD NITE ^^

< 选择 >

有人说，命运其实就像一条路，直路弯路，有时直情一条死路（ from song Point Blane)。。。

人生路上， 果然有很多交叉路口。。。

以往， 我可以随便选择，因为跑到最后还是会有路。。


但是，现在这一次，我不能选择这样了。。 这次我的选择，会决定我的一生。。。


天啊。。。。 可以给我灵感，做一个对的选择吗？？

I still remember that ......

This is dedicated to someone who is important to me in my life, even though this post , he is not possible to see it, but i hope i can finish it and post it......

I always remember that,a person name Goh Chan Weng , was brought to this planet called EARTH by you , at 31/10/1990...

I blurly remember that , the first time you hold me in you hand, was so warm, and i was crying that time...

I blurly remember that, you take care of me when i was sick, when i fever you bring me to see doctor in the middle of the night...

I still remember that, you always beside the bed of me at night , telling fairy tales and story for me before i sleep every night...

I still remember that, the sound of the footsteps of you when you get back from work, riding the motorcycle , and i always be the first one to open the gate for you...

I still remember that, the sound that always comes out from the bathroom, made by you, singing some songs ......

I still remember that, you always tuck me in, and turn off the night light after i asleep...

I still remember that, every morning, you fetch me to school, i was sitting in front of the motorcycle, and we have breakfast together ...

I still remember that, before i walk into the school everyday, you always remind me to study well...

I still remember that, you ask me to pull your beard , and i always ignore .. i only pull it after you call me for a few times...'

I still remember that, when my exam not well, you always there to comfort me... and giving me advise...

I still remember that, when i follow you to work, i always made trouble and mess, you always there to settle it...

I still remember that....I still remember that....I still remember that...


There is lot to remember , till i cant remember all of it, but there is one thing i know, that you always in my heart, and you always been at somewhere, watching me now, eventhough you're not here right beside me...

Somehow, i just wish i could never grow up, so that i always small, and you always there to lead me to the right road.. but these things couldn't happen in reality... we needed to grow up someday, someday, we have to walk alone, find the path we are heading ...
There is no used to be sad and crying about that, but i should be living happily, cause i know you wont want to see me sad, i know that u've reach a better place...
nothing i can do now, but i promise to myself and you, i will live a better life... cause i know tat you are always there beside me, past, now and forever..