Little Footstep Little Story Of The Day #3

04/05/2011 Shine
Today go hang out with my friend Max Chin and his little brother Lucas Chin ... We hang out at sg wang , low yat , lepak at some camera outlet , asking for the market price of Canon 60 D .... Wow... It's costy for me.. But Max said he want to buy it ><"" Even his little brother agree with me opinion that , a normal camera should be enough ... Mode easy set... haha.. no need many button ><"" Then at Time Square , got 70 % offer for branded sales... And I bought a POLO white shirt for myself , which i will be wearing when my college life start later.. Max buy himself 3 pair of underwear , and Belt ^^ haha.. He buy XL size.. Afterall when go back he try, got a bit loose >< ""


At this night , Hang out with Max , Marcus , Lucas and Marcus"s gf... Go for yum cha at mamak stall , and then Pool ... Damm... This day my pool skill went so suck , erm.. i mean all of us... May be is the table got " HANTU " gua...

Little Footstep Little Story Of The Day #2

2011/05/03 Rainy
Today wake up quite late , cause the rainy day, make me like sticking to the bed, just dont want to wake up even though its 11am ... yawn @.@


Then i go out, watch newspaper, and i saw this article, which i use to saw it quite few years ago, through sms that my friend send it to me... It sounds like this :
出生一张纸，开始一辈子； 毕业一张纸，奋斗一辈子。
金钱一张纸，辛苦一辈子； 荣誉一张纸，虚名一辈子。
看病一张纸，痛苦一辈子； 悼词一张纸，了解一辈子。
谈化这些纸，明白一辈子； 忘了这些纸，快乐一辈子。


Damm... Really meaningful to me now... I'm going to further my study... And it's really making me too EMO ><""' Everytime I think about it, It seems like it Making Me HARD to breathe , and everything around me seems very dark , And i cant see everything, And My surrounding is also being TOO QUITE, I can only hear my breathing sound .... Argh !! It's killing me ... I really Hate this feeling everynight... Gonna Make me insomia @.@

But No matter what, As i said to people , when ppl are emo also... Now , i Said it to MYSELF " No matter what, Life still have to go on, So , Move On " ...


-Stephen-

Little Footstep Little Story Of The Day #1

2011/05/01 Rainy

Guess what... I think I'm gonna start something like a dairy on this blog.... But not updated it everyday, just gonna write down something that happen to me on a certain day, so that when i got time , i review back my blog, I can still flash back to my memory of the day ... You know , our life is just too short , short enough , that perhaps 60 years, just gone like a blink of eyes...

Many of us didnt realize, that we're missing a lot of our memories...
Today, I took the train to work as usual, and I saw a little boy, sleeping on his father tight , inside the train , and his father is taking care of him... so Nice the moment, that little boy just sit so tight , because he know that his father will protect him , and lying in his father tight is so comfort ... And I tried to flash back to find back some memories of when these thing are happening to me... But I cant ... That because I have grown up now... These things are only happen to me , about 10 ++ years ago.... that time , my father would hug me though the crowd, let me sleep on his arm / tight , and he will hold me up , when I was not tall enough to catch a show where too many people are blocking me ..

I think everyone of us deserved a time / moment to flash back to our life time, but yet... we cant flash back through it all... That why yesterday , i chat with a girl on my facebook, person like to take photo , doesnt mean that the person is 自恋。。。。 It just , you know, photo cant bring you back to the moment , but it can let you flash back what u are doing in that moment, and that moment, is so amazing, when you saw the album someday, someday where you wearing old specs, lying on the bed, with you grand child ... And you can tell your grand child the stories of yours...

-Stephen- 2011/05/02 0105

I'm just a boy try to find a place in this world T.T

I dont know what I want
So dont Ask me
cause I'm still trying to figure it out

I dont know what is down the road
I'm just walking
trying to see through the rain coming down

Even though im not the only one,
that feels the way i do.

Im alone, on my own, and that's all i know.
I'll be strong, i'll be wrong,
Oh, but life goes on.
Oh, im just a boy, trying to find a place in this world

浔阳江头夜送客，枫叶荻花秋瑟瑟

浔阳江头夜送客，枫叶荻花秋瑟瑟。 　

主人下马客在船，举酒欲饮无管弦。
醉不成欢惨将别，别时茫茫江浸月.
忽闻水上琵琶声，主人忘归客不发.
寻声暗问弹者谁？琵琶声停欲语迟。 　

《《 水浒传 》》@我的 感想

昨天8度空间的水浒传 做到了 武大郎，潘金莲 武松 和西门庆 那里。。。
大家都只都， 潘金莲是个淫妇， 西门庆 是个贱男人， 大朗是个被老婆毒死的男人， 武松重情重义气。。。

但是试试想一下， 为什么 潘金莲会勾结西门庆， 吧武大郎毒死呢？
其实，都是武大郎的错， 因为他满足不到潘金莲的需要， 给不到他温暖，给不到他女人要的生活：相反， 西门庆却给到潘金莲她所要的。。。
虽然这个故事发生在很久以前了， 但是， 在这个繁荣的社会里， 是有 发生的。。。所以，我不得不佩服水浒传和金瓶梅的原著， 他们那超乎凡人的想象力， 和那凌厉精致的描述方法， 做了这些书，流传下来。。。

清明节

清明時節雨紛紛
路上行人欲斷魂
借問酒家何處有
牧童遙指杏花村
每一年，我们华人都会在清明节这一天，去拜拜我们的祖先，我昨天也去了， 到三宝洞那里，拜拜我的爸爸。。。

在去拜拜之前，我们都会准备一些冥纸，纸扎，素菜等等。。。
到了那里， 把蜡烛，香，燃烧好了， 拜拜灵位， 就把纸扎等都火化掉， 希望先人在另一个世界里，能收到我们所、烧的东西。。。

试想想， 先人们真的能收到我们烧的东西吗？？ 先人真的在另外一个世界里，用我们烧给他们的钱吗？？（ 那些钱都几百/几千 亿万） 加上，真的有另外一个世界的存在吗？？ 人死了， 究竟会去哪里？？ 这个我们还不知道， 但我们知道的是，人死了， 尸体会Decompose（腐化），变成土壤的肥（科学一点的fact ）.../

所以啊，我觉得我们为什么要少那么多东西呢， 拜祖先， 人到，诚意到，三只清香都足够了。。。 认同吗？？ 加上我们焚化东西， 会造成空气污染， 还有那些纸扎都需要树木来做的， 砍了树木又会造成突然流失，土崩等。。。多么不好啊。。。


佛家说， 拾得拾得， 不“拾”， 又哪来“得”。。。 我们不拾我们的先人， 他们又怎能得到极乐呢？？ 对吗？？？


hmmm, 虽然酱说，我还是有点想我的爸爸， 我还希望他真的能在我身边。。。。 但是这是不可能的。。。 我也应该学会 “拾得' ,酱我爸爸才能到极乐世界那里安心啊。。。。。