Little Footstep Little Story Of The Day #4

05/05/2011 HOT DAY !!!

Today so tired dota with max, play with AI a.k.a Alternative Inteligent = = ""
The last round really making fun, I use Myself ( Centaur warchief ) KILL really 99 ... syok syok ^^ then dota till 7 am only sleep = =


And i wake up at 11 am , go out to max living room, his aunty was open a buddha CD , and i listen to what the 法师 and Max ' aunty said... Really 觉悟 and learn something about our life.. 种善恩， 得善果； 种恶业， 得恶果。。。 如果一个人， 连这句话都没听过， 真的是枉费在人间走一朝。。。


After that , when i take komuter from KLS to Serdang , this thing really happen to me ...
I was wearing earphone listen to music , and i get into the train as the train arrive , and i find place to sit , since got a few seats available...
After that , the guys beside me stand up , and give his seat to an old woman ...
And I saw there's another 2 old man with the woman...
I was pretty Stoked for a momment , i was thinking to myself " Hey , Chan Weng , get up, their are old man, they need to sit more than you" ... And after 10 sec like that only i stand up , and i let them sit...
And I was Kinda Touching , and happy when the old man said " leng zai , thank you " ... OMG ... But the same time, I was guilty because i should have let them sit when i saw them and the guy let the old woman sit ...

No matter what, My heart really feel kinda open and 开朗， after help people , maybe That what's the buddha talk "日行一善“ 吧。。。


- Stephen -

Little Footstep Little Story Of The Day #3

04/05/2011 Shine
Today go hang out with my friend Max Chin and his little brother Lucas Chin ... We hang out at sg wang , low yat , lepak at some camera outlet , asking for the market price of Canon 60 D .... Wow... It's costy for me.. But Max said he want to buy it ><"" Even his little brother agree with me opinion that , a normal camera should be enough ... Mode easy set... haha.. no need many button ><"" Then at Time Square , got 70 % offer for branded sales... And I bought a POLO white shirt for myself , which i will be wearing when my college life start later.. Max buy himself 3 pair of underwear , and Belt ^^ haha.. He buy XL size.. Afterall when go back he try, got a bit loose >< ""


At this night , Hang out with Max , Marcus , Lucas and Marcus"s gf... Go for yum cha at mamak stall , and then Pool ... Damm... This day my pool skill went so suck , erm.. i mean all of us... May be is the table got " HANTU " gua...

Little Footstep Little Story Of The Day #2

2011/05/03 Rainy
Today wake up quite late , cause the rainy day, make me like sticking to the bed, just dont want to wake up even though its 11am ... yawn @.@


Then i go out, watch newspaper, and i saw this article, which i use to saw it quite few years ago, through sms that my friend send it to me... It sounds like this :
出生一张纸，开始一辈子； 毕业一张纸，奋斗一辈子。
金钱一张纸，辛苦一辈子； 荣誉一张纸，虚名一辈子。
看病一张纸，痛苦一辈子； 悼词一张纸，了解一辈子。
谈化这些纸，明白一辈子； 忘了这些纸，快乐一辈子。


Damm... Really meaningful to me now... I'm going to further my study... And it's really making me too EMO ><""' Everytime I think about it, It seems like it Making Me HARD to breathe , and everything around me seems very dark , And i cant see everything, And My surrounding is also being TOO QUITE, I can only hear my breathing sound .... Argh !! It's killing me ... I really Hate this feeling everynight... Gonna Make me insomia @.@

But No matter what, As i said to people , when ppl are emo also... Now , i Said it to MYSELF " No matter what, Life still have to go on, So , Move On " ...


-Stephen-

Little Footstep Little Story Of The Day #1

2011/05/01 Rainy

Guess what... I think I'm gonna start something like a dairy on this blog.... But not updated it everyday, just gonna write down something that happen to me on a certain day, so that when i got time , i review back my blog, I can still flash back to my memory of the day ... You know , our life is just too short , short enough , that perhaps 60 years, just gone like a blink of eyes...

Many of us didnt realize, that we're missing a lot of our memories...
Today, I took the train to work as usual, and I saw a little boy, sleeping on his father tight , inside the train , and his father is taking care of him... so Nice the moment, that little boy just sit so tight , because he know that his father will protect him , and lying in his father tight is so comfort ... And I tried to flash back to find back some memories of when these thing are happening to me... But I cant ... That because I have grown up now... These things are only happen to me , about 10 ++ years ago.... that time , my father would hug me though the crowd, let me sleep on his arm / tight , and he will hold me up , when I was not tall enough to catch a show where too many people are blocking me ..

I think everyone of us deserved a time / moment to flash back to our life time, but yet... we cant flash back through it all... That why yesterday , i chat with a girl on my facebook, person like to take photo , doesnt mean that the person is 自恋。。。。 It just , you know, photo cant bring you back to the moment , but it can let you flash back what u are doing in that moment, and that moment, is so amazing, when you saw the album someday, someday where you wearing old specs, lying on the bed, with you grand child ... And you can tell your grand child the stories of yours...

-Stephen- 2011/05/02 0105

I'm just a boy try to find a place in this world T.T

I dont know what I want
So dont Ask me
cause I'm still trying to figure it out

I dont know what is down the road
I'm just walking
trying to see through the rain coming down

Even though im not the only one,
that feels the way i do.

Im alone, on my own, and that's all i know.
I'll be strong, i'll be wrong,
Oh, but life goes on.
Oh, im just a boy, trying to find a place in this world

浔阳江头夜送客，枫叶荻花秋瑟瑟

浔阳江头夜送客，枫叶荻花秋瑟瑟。 　

主人下马客在船，举酒欲饮无管弦。
醉不成欢惨将别，别时茫茫江浸月.
忽闻水上琵琶声，主人忘归客不发.
寻声暗问弹者谁？琵琶声停欲语迟。 　

《《 水浒传 》》@我的 感想

昨天8度空间的水浒传 做到了 武大郎，潘金莲 武松 和西门庆 那里。。。
大家都只都， 潘金莲是个淫妇， 西门庆 是个贱男人， 大朗是个被老婆毒死的男人， 武松重情重义气。。。

但是试试想一下， 为什么 潘金莲会勾结西门庆， 吧武大郎毒死呢？
其实，都是武大郎的错， 因为他满足不到潘金莲的需要， 给不到他温暖，给不到他女人要的生活：相反， 西门庆却给到潘金莲她所要的。。。
虽然这个故事发生在很久以前了， 但是， 在这个繁荣的社会里， 是有 发生的。。。所以，我不得不佩服水浒传和金瓶梅的原著， 他们那超乎凡人的想象力， 和那凌厉精致的描述方法， 做了这些书，流传下来。。。