Back to December

I'm so glad you made time to see me.
How's life, tell me how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while.

You've been good, busier than ever.
We small talk, work and the weather.
Your guard is up, and i know why.

Because the last time you saw me is still burned in the back of your mind.
You gave me roses, and i left them there to die.

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you
Saying i'm sorry for that night
And i go back to December all the time.

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you.
Wishing I'd realized what i had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it alright.
I go back to December all the time.

These days i haven''t been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving.
When your birthday passed and i didn't call.

And i think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger's side.
Realized i loved you, in the fall.

And then the cold came,
The dark days, when fear crept into my mind.
You gave me all your love, and all i gave you was goodbye.

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you
Saying i'm sorry for that night
And i go back to December all the time.

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you.
Wishing I'd realized what i had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it alright.
I go back to December all the time.

I miss your tanned skin
Your sweet smile
So good to me so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again i swear i'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it but i cant
So if the chain is on your door, i'd understand.

But this is my swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying i'm sorry for that night
And i go back to December.
It turns out freedom ain't nothing' but missing you.
Wishing I'd realized what i had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it alright.
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind.
I go back to December all the time.

Fifteen

You take a deep breath and you walk through the doors
It's the morning of your very first day
And you say hi to your friends you ain't seen in a while
Try and stay out of everybody's way

It's your freshman year and you're gonna be here
For the next four years in this town
Hoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and say
"You know, I haven't seen you around before"

'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen feeling like there's nothing to figure out
Well, count to ten, take it in
This is life before you know who you're gonna be
Fifteen

You sit in class next to a redhead named Abigail
And soon enough you're best friends
Laughing at the other girls who think they're so cool
We'll be outta here as soon as we can

And then you're on your very first date and he's got a car
And you're feeling like flying
And you're momma's waiting up and you're thinking he's the one
And you're dancing 'round your room when the night ends
When the night ends

'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
When you're fifteen and your first kiss
Makes your head spin 'round
But in your life you'll do things greater than
Dating the boy on the football team
But I didn't know it at fifteen

When all you wanted was to be wanted
Wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now

Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday
But I realized some bigger dreams of mine
And Abigail gave everything she had to a boy
Who changed his mind and we both cried

'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen, don't forget to look before you fall
I've found time can heal most anything
And you just might find who you're supposed to be
I didn't know who I was supposed to be at fifteen

Your very first day
Take a deep breath girl
Take a deep breath as you walk through the doors

Starting of a new lifestyle

It been a long time that I didnt blogging here

Seems like feeling distress recently 

And also kinda feeling of down

Have no reason for it

And no explaination for it

Just feeling down down down

Watever i do 

Wherever or whenever

Just Feeling like I dun exists in this world

It's been 5 day i start working at Kenny Rogers Roasters

located at The Mines Seri Kembangan

working at here 

quite relax 

compare to other hell kitchen i went before

At kenny really more easy and not so tired

however 

Malaysia Transport system really S***

they dun follow the expected arrival time i dun mind

but they simply change their route

making me cant wait bus at the mines at nite

and i have to go to Ktm Serdang to wait for my bus 

wat the hell Rapid !!

  

About the workmate here

almost everyone is part time also

many are younger than me

just few are older than me

and they all are nice

Haiz... now 

my new lifestyle 

other than waiting some result that are really hopeless

is just work and sleep 

work and sleep 

work and sleep

......

bye.... time to sleep....

Today Was A Fairy Tales

Today was a fairytale
You were the prince
I used to be a damsel in distress
You took me by the hand and you picked me up at six
Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale
I wore a dress
You wore a dark grey t-shirt
You told me I was pretty when I looked like a mess
Today was a fairytale
Time slows down whenever you're around

But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale
You've got a smile that takes me to another planet
Every move you make everything you say is right
Today was a fairytale
Today was a fairytale
All that I can say is it's getting so much clearer
Nothing made sense until the time I saw your face
Today was a fairytale

Time slows down whenever you're around
Yeah yeah

But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale


Time slows down whenever you're around
I can feel my heart
It's beating in my chest
Did you feel it?
I can't put this down

But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale

I have to be persistant !!!

Today from 10a.m.~ 6p.m.

I follow my sister to Menara PGRM,Cheras

to attend a 'ceramah'

about how to improve youself

And from that lesson

I learn something

Is that i have to be persistant when i do something

I should never give up on the half way

 Last time

I was addicted to Online game

I"d skip my class to cyber sometimes

damn addicted

now think back

I know that i'm a fool

That all just waste my time

waste my money...

Finally,

dunno how i didnt play online game le

quite long time didnt play

may be since before STPM

 Now

At Selangor here

Dunno why addicted to facebook

Dunno why addicted to Blog

But didnt addicted to online game even I have internet

and i dunno when i start to loss weight

haha

nice news for me

'Shuang Xi Ling Men"

I loss weight and get away from the world of online game

So, I have to keep it

I Gonna have persistant

May be i  can change myself

MJ song

"If you wanna make this world a better place"

"Take a look at yourself"

"And make a change"

I wanna change....

累了。。。还要继续。。。。

最近在KL的日子

要说过得好也不算好

要说过的坏也不算坏

帮姐姐做工

说是做工罢了

但是每天却在玩电脑

做工只是偶尔除去送货

偶尔呆在家里等别人送货来

等fax机，把订单fax出去

想想

好像觉得我好没用

好像是个驻米虫

在这里做吃三绷

只是帮那么一点点小忙

其他的也没什么帮得了

最多来了之后

有我这个弟弟

在这里煮饭煮晚餐

因为哥哥姐姐没时间煮

只有我来到

才有“自家饭‘吃

。。。。

但是

日子一天一天的过

STPM出成绩的日子快到来了

想到这一点

我觉得好饭，好无奈

心理觉得寒寒的

好像有预感

我的成绩不到的样子

惨了

我完了

埃，好累了。。。

不想再去顾虑那么多

实在太累

。。。。

等明天

又是一天

日子还是要过

还是要继续

。。。。

Dog is better than human....

昨天我家留医了一条脚断了的狗狗，它走路bai下bai下的。。。 刚才我上二楼冲凉，冲到一半时听到狗的叫声，跑出来看，吓倒我了。。。 想不到，这条狗竟然跑到二楼一半的楼梯了，用可怜的眼神看着我还在全身发抖。。。。
这件事，让我发觉了一件事。。。 狗，果然是人最忠实的朋友。。你对它好，它会对你更好。。。 虽然只是一两天住在我家，但却可以那么的跟我。。。
相反的，人与人之间的关系就不一样了。。 人，你对别人好，别人却反而会在你背后插你一刀，你给她良心，她当狗肺。。。 所以人可以很自私，很冷血。。。 有些人真是连狗都不如。。。BITCH，就是母狗的意识，这种自私冷血的人真是连BITCH都不如。。。