every year..
FEB　14 。。
valentine day...
many people want to celebrate this day...
but i said...
if got heart...
everyday also valentine day...

every 15 of 8month in chinese...
mooncake festival...
some poeple cannot celebrate it..
they are far from hometown...
but i said...
we're looking at the same moon
got heart..
no matter distance...
where we are...
we still can celebrate it

Semester 1 @ Review

Its 9:38 pm of 28/07/2011
Sitting in front of my pc...
pacing back and forth..
clicking here and there..
checking my carry marks...
wondering and dreaming...
Cause tomoro no more class..
only now i know that my first semester pass so fast...

In these 7 weeks..
lot happen to me...
thing that left the most profound in my mind...
the relation between people
it's no true and false...
i still stand on what i say... again...
though sometimes people treat us fake...
but sometimes we also got treat people fake...

somehow i also find myself is such a fake ass guy..
but however..
tat's to make me survive in this new society...
how i being fake ??
being close to my course lecturer? perhaps.. yes i am..
not telling friends about final tips when they absent ? may be i did ...
pretend i didnt know something though i know it ? sometimes, i did so...


but somehow...
what happen the above is not i want to do so....
sometimes i treat u all good...
u all didnt appreciate it...
i try... yes i did...
and finally make me PISS off!!
yeah u did !!
alright... that's make the gap between me and u all..


second thing...
after this semester...
i think i really need to REMANAGER myself again..
my time management, money management ...
seems i really very SUCK in both this field...
nevertheless, my soft heart...
need to make it hard... like a stone...
cannot be so kind to people again anymore...
need so be selfish...
other ppl's thing is their business....
dont matter with me at all...


In a nut shell * （ like write essay gam geh ><"")
we change as our life goes on...
we learn lesson, let it be in the past, to always remind us in the future..
no matter we learn it in a hard way ..
or we learn them too late...

你要记得
我们虽然在地球的不同角落，
但是我们头上顶着同一片蓝​天
早上
我们看着同一个艳阳
晚上
我们望着同一个月亮
每时每刻
我们都踏在这个地球的表面
每分每秒
我
依然那么的想你

Everything Have Two Side

Just now went to kitchen to cook pasta...
For the second time since my university start...
And when I make the decoration for my pasta...
I found out 2 things...
Look at my pasta...
One is "Crying Pasta'
One is "Smiling Pasta'
Actually both are from the same thing..
Both taste the same...
Just the onion leaf make a different...

Like a coin..
It had Head..
It had Tail...
Same thing goes to our life..
We can choose to be happy...
We can choose to be sad...
Just depends on how we face and think about it...

This is written specially for me, myself, Stephen Goh...
and my friends, who sad and stress or whatever...
Just hope we can make it thru the darkness sky..
And be happy like the Smilling Pasta

良心与现实

有时候。。。
在路边吃饭或乘搭火车时候。。。
偶尔会遇上一些跟你我们讨钱的人。。。
今天， 在Wangsa Maju lrt 那里看见一个阿婆。。。
他跟我要钱。。。
我当然。。。
摇摇手就离开了她。。。

但是离开之后。。。
不知道为什么心里有种感觉。。。
怪怪的。。。
之后。。。
我每走一步。。。
都在想。。。
如果他是真的需要钱呢？
给了他，真的帮到她呢?
不给他， 他真的回不到家怎么办?


但是， 现在现实的社会有很多这种骗子。。。
出来找吃。。。
其实家里的环境比我们好几百倍。。。。
就是越来越多这种无赖。。。
害了我们。。。
害得我们觉得不该给钱。。。
他们利用了我们的良心。。。

所以。。。
渐渐地。。。
我们的良心也开始慢慢的形成了一层保护层。。。
我们开始不再那么容易相信别人。。。
我们开始按住了良心。。。
间接地。。。
我们的良心也埋没了。。。

现在比起以前人的生活。。。
实在差太远了。。。
简直就是天与地。。。
以前。。。
如果真的有那么可怜的阿婆。。。
应该有人会带阿婆去吃东西。。。
怕阿婆肚子饿。。。。
然后再帮阿婆找家。。。
或者给钱阿婆搭车。。。
还会等阿婆上了对的巴士才走。。。

可是。。。
现在我呢？？
可悲的。。。
竟然摇摇手就走了。。。。
可能是应为以前我被骗了。。。
那条无赖拿了我的钱。。。
去买烟仔来吸。。。
所以我之后遇到这种情况通常都是不理会的。。。


其实如果那个阿婆真的是很需要的话。。。
我真的不会在意那一两块钱。。。。
反正搭车最多不就是3块钱。。。
但是， 不知道为什么。。。
突然遇到。。。
还是有一种。。。
有一种意念。。。
让我觉得不要去帮他。。。
让我觉得。。。
那3块钱给了会不值得。。。
但是心里其实很想帮。。。
但是过了。。
心里却缺的内疚。。。
这种的我。。。。
好像是没良心吧？？


在良心与现实之间。。。
现在我们往往都按着良心，做个现实的人。。。

< communication >

Communication....
Between people ...
Somehow is just beyond crucial...

I saw a pair of couple argue-ing and fighting in front of me...
Inside old town white coffee...

They both just never stop blaming each other..
Never...
Never stop to find out the false of each other..
Somehow, from I heard from them..
I don't think that's he or she is false..
Is just...
hmmm..Both of them doing the wrong thing at the wrong time....
You know...
Doing the right thing..
And Saying the right thing..
At the right time...
Is just so rarely happen in our life..

In our life...
We never stop regret about thing we didnt do at the past..
We never stop regret about why we didnt speak the words in our mind at the right time...
We never stop regret why we hurt our beloved one..
Some how..
We dont know why we cant do the right thing, speaking the right words at the right time...
And finally we end up like..
Lying on our bed with our pillow pile up..
Thinking what we've done...
And Start REGRET_ing...


Another event ...
Happen to me...
Hmm... not me...
My friends at uni...
Have miscommunication again..
Well...
I still stand on what I've said to she...
No people wrong, No people right...
Just that's how it happen..
Lack of communication ...
Is so funny is ...
I hear from both of my friends...
And yeah...
Again..
They also telling that he other is the wrong...
Haiz...
May be that's is it why many people in the world fighting...
We've never think that we're wrong...
Untill we really really realize it someday...
Someday when we lost something...
Luckily both of them become good at last..
If not, I really dunno how they can continue for another 3 years...

Little Footstep Little Story Of The Day #12

15/07/2011 shinny+ rainy + hazy

Today is friday, and today I have mid term ><"" Yet, like usual, i rarely study... I just study some short note.. Not the thick book I've borrowed library a month ago >.<" And all they way inside the train... All the way... I just thinking how to answer the questions... Argh... Hate this feeling ... At campus,inside class before the lecture come... Only me and another girl... I go beck of the class... and i open my dear's song.. listening and studying alone at a corner... When the lecturer come in... And she saw my course mate reading ... and he ask she to read the exercise that I'm reading... And she said she don't have it.. Lecturer ask me why I didnt borrow she photostat... Haiz... I didn't realize that she's absent on the day of the exercise... I really don't mean it... I'm not such a person... Well... Perhaps sometimes I'm so mean to someone before.. Damm it ... Sure he think me I'm a fake and stingy guy... Yes!! I can feel it !!! And the way he looked at me.. Maybe he start to think chinese is always stingy.. When the test over .. I'm so happy... I know I did it quite well... ^0^ (maybe just wrong 5~8 questions out of 50) And well... I'm become a fake ass guy as well... Such GOOd guy... Whatever... That's the way of life in an University... And it happen to me before.. It will also happen to me in the future.. I need to become selfish... Rather than good.. The fact is when we treat people good.. People never realize it... When we suddenly make a small mistake... People will say we're fake!! People will say we're Hypocritical... Whatever !! Who cares?? I just live on my own... That's all ... On the afternoon... My friend from Perak come to visit me... And i bring him go USJ summit... We've lunch together at Pizza Hut... Happy time always pass very fast... He need to back Perak le...

And on the way to LRT...
at kelana jaya...
I saw an ACCIDENT...
The car was terbalik ><""

And finally when close enough to the scene
God damm it..
They was actually acting..
Just a movie...
Euw!!!
Damm ..
Cause traffic jam...
Waste time...
Local movie no hope de lar....


And at night..
I go out yum cha with friend at prima setapak..
I order a plate...
Again....
Nothing else than chicken steak rice..
But i was WONDERSTRUCK...
Its so tasty...
Haha... worth it... RM5 ...

Wish I could write more for this day..
But that's the ending of this day...

Little Footstep Little Story Of The Day #11

14/7/2011 Rainy Day + HAZE day ><"" Today as usual, I woke up in the morning and I prepare myself to go to campus.. As I reach the LRT station, once I step out from the car... Broom !!!! All the big "teardrops" from the sky falling to my body... I quickly run towards the building to find some cover...

And I went to a shop...
I order a cup of Tea...
Which i rarely order...
Usually I order Tea Ice...
Because it's freaking cold...
And I want a cup of tea...
To get some warm ...

And while I enjoy my tea in the rainy cold day...
There are some people who dont really enjoy...
Guess who ?
Is those uncle aunty who sell food beside the road...
The look really sad...
Looking to the sky...
Looking to their food that they sell...
Well..
Rainy day apparently have big impact to them..
They hard to sell their food during rainy day...
People are lazy to walk to the street to buy food ...
Because they don't wanna get their body wet...
Haiz...
Really feel so sympathy to those uncle aunty...
Many of them are very old...
They come out sell thing..
Just to get some money to sustain their life...

And I believe that rainbow do come after the rain^0^ haha..
Today at school i get my quiz result...
Something i unexpected are happened...
The quiz...
I really answer it with a lot of rubbish...
And luckily those "rubbish" do help...
I get 87 out of 100.. ^0^ **wink**
Which I estimated I should never get that high..
Because some answer i wrote accepted by my teacher ^0^
Maybe because I " chat hai " a lot ... lol
That teacher give me marks...
haha.... so happy ^^

And ...
now...
I'm in the library writting this blog...
alright... Should've end it here....
Ops.. Mean pause maybe ^^
Hope there's something more for the afternoon...
For my presentation later ^0^

A relationship

What can I talk about this...
hmmm...
Maybe I'll just leave it blank here..
Untill I know what to put in here ...

Racial Polarisation = =

Wat the heck !!!
You're so mean!!!
so good to your same racial...
but so bad to those who not same racial...
you're a professor...
dont act like someone who didnt have education la please...
be fair....

累累累。。。

好累了。。。
想去休息。。。
但是功课还没做完。。。

功课完成了。。。
还要温习。。。
应为没试过在U考试...
不知道format 是怎样的。。。。
怕怕哦。。。

读读读。。。
读来读取去不完。。。
做做做。。。
做来做去做不完。。。
累累累累累累。。

想你， 也能成为嗜好

想你， 也能成为嗜好。。。
每当想起你。。。
总是那么开心的。。。
虽然偶尔。。。
也会让我伤心。。。
但是。。。
慢慢的。。。
日子久了。。。
想你。。。
成为了我的嗜好。。。
也许。。。
你永远也不会发觉。。。
因为我是偷偷的想你。。。
也许。。。
你也会发觉。。。
因为你半夜突然打了个喷嚏。。。
但是。。。
我依然。。。
还会那么的想你。。。
因为你在我心里。。。
因为你在我脑海里。。。
深深的。。。
住下了。。。

Taylor"s Summer Blog

I'm writing you on a summer afternoon in Nashville. All the idealistic markers of a perfect day are presenting themselves right now in this moment. I mean, we're talking chirping birds, blinding sunshine, a just-the-right-amount breeze.. There's the distant sound of power washing from someone else's deck and my feet are up on the patio table. I just ate a really awesome sandwich. Such a simple, good day. And so I just wanted to say hi.

I go back on the road tonight and this weekend we'll play in Greensboro, Knoxville, and Louisville. And I guess I should just tell you up front that playing shows on this tour is the best time I've ever had onstage. The crowds we've been playing for have been so unbelievable.. The kind of crowds that jump up and down the entire show, making our view from the stage look like a giant ocean of dancing, jumping people. These are the kinds of crowds that sing the words louder and more passionately than I ever could've imagined. And to have a show that includes ballerinas and fireworks and entire scenery changes.. it's thrilling for me. My band and I have already come away with memories to last a lifetime, and it's not even halfway done yet! The other night, we were playing our first of two shows at Gillette Stadium in Foxboro, Massachusetts. I'm all the way at the end of the stadium, playing "Fearless", and I swear as soon as I sang the words "With you I'd dance in a storm in my best dress, fearless"… I felt a drop of rain hit me. Then there was another one, then there was another. And then it turned into an absolute downpour. Everyone is soaking wet. And at this point in the show, about halfway through our set, this fear came over me that everyone was going to leave the concert. I tried to push it way back into the back of my mind and just kept playing, and to my surprise, the strangest thing happened. No one left. Instead, this ocean of people in front of us just started dancing even more, screaming even louder… And that night I actually got to dance in a storm with them. In my best dress. I'll never forget it.

Sometimes I get scared that there's got to be some balance to the way things work in the universe-- like you pay for good days by then having bad days, you pay for joy with pain.. Like if you have the most perfect week ever, watch out! It's about to get really awful! Some sort of minor or major tragedy is bound to strike! I hope that's not the way it all goes down. I really hope not. Because this has been a really beautiful summer so far. Lately, I've been writing a LOT. Like, all of a sudden, everything I've wanted to say, express, or just let out for the past several months has just recently become a song. I'm really excited about that. It's a freeing feeling when all of a sudden one day, you're able to verbalize exactly how you feel in a verse, chorus, verse, bridge, chorus pattern.

Hey so… thank you so much for the Teen Choice Award nominations!! Six whole nominations! Thank you. I'll be there this year and it will be my first time attending the TCA's!!! Thank you!

I want to thank you for the happiness I've felt so far this summer. I've learned to never take happiness for granted. It's the most precious, rare feeling. This summer, for me, it comes from you.. driving to the shows with "Speak Now" painted on your car windows or simply singing along when "Story of Us" comes on the radio. It comes from you, standing up in the last rows or the front ones, having taken the time to know every word I'll sing that night… Oh, and it also comes from an entire stadium that not only stuck with me through the rain, but celebrated it. Mostly it's from all the times you've made me feel like we're in this together. I hope you have a wonderful July 4th weekend and I hope you have a bunch of simply wonderful days this summer.

Taylor

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