Its 9:38 pm of 28/07/2011
Sitting in front of my pc...
pacing back and forth..
clicking here and there..
checking my carry marks...
wondering and dreaming...
Cause tomoro no more class..
only now i know that my first semester pass so fast...
In these 7 weeks..
lot happen to me...
thing that left the most profound in my mind...
the relation between people
it's no true and false...
i still stand on what i say... again...
though sometimes people treat us fake...
but sometimes we also got treat people fake...
somehow i also find myself is such a fake ass guy..
but however..
tat's to make me survive in this new society...
how i being fake ??
being close to my course lecturer? perhaps.. yes i am..
not telling friends about final tips when they absent ? may be i did ...
pretend i didnt know something though i know it ? sometimes, i did so...
but somehow...
what happen the above is not i want to do so....
sometimes i treat u all good...
u all didnt appreciate it...
i try... yes i did...
and finally make me PISS off!!
yeah u did !!
alright... that's make the gap between me and u all..
second thing...
after this semester...
i think i really need to REMANAGER myself again..
my time management, money management ...
seems i really very SUCK in both this field...
nevertheless, my soft heart...
need to make it hard... like a stone...
cannot be so kind to people again anymore...
need so be selfish...
other ppl's thing is their business....
dont matter with me at all...
In a nut shell * （ like write essay gam geh ><"")
we change as our life goes on...
we learn lesson, let it be in the past, to always remind us in the future..
no matter we learn it in a hard way ..
or we learn them too late...
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